I am noticing being a bit spacey and anxious, dissociated and judgement about communicating in different dimensions then not being so able to be in the mundane. Hum. I took a walk and the oak tree on the parkway caught my eye.
She is fully leaved, all brown. All the other trees are naked. Imagine this, I can not get the picture to upload.
So dear oak tree what are you saying?
It is my nature to keep your leaves on, it is not about that I can't let go like all the other trees. I don't compare where I am, there is no hurry, after all where are we going anyway! I have seen so much and have the big picture, endurance to be with all the weather, knowing it is just a blip on my screen, a magnitude of information resides below the surface, not of the breezes, although it is a breath of fresh air reminding that this too shall pass, solidly confident in the growth and change, not bewildered, I have true staying power, of timelessness, here and now.
Thank you for the reminder dear old friend. Sometimes I get ungrounded. Today It looked like I was on different tectonic plates one sliding this way, another that. Slip and slide.
Maybe you are learning to redefine what your sense of your grounding, your rootedness. When you were a child you were so at ease sliding along on the slip and slide, it was just fun to crash into another and bounce off. No responsibility, just play, laughter and so much love always.
I like that
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