Well, where in your life are you being tested? Oh that sounds so serious, tests, failure making mistakes, ugh boo boo, bad, good.
I bought a new (used) fun summer shirt and dress. I quickly proceeded to spill something on the dress right between the boobs. I scrubbed a spot remover on it, and oh dear the dye came out.
Then another spot on a pocket of the shirt, right on the left breast.
I am almost noticing a pattern here.
The impulse to clean it up, I can't go out with a spot on my shirt, especially there. I hear this. It curls me. Anxious.
I go to a party anyway with that there spot, right on my left boob.
I wonder about covering with a patch., yes I could take a peic Urgh.
Then I land a spot on the dress, right at crotch level.
It does not come out either.
Ok I am getting it, deeper and deeper we go, ho ho.
I am remembering the concept of perfect pictures. Do I have any? Do you have any? Did I borrow some, or do you want some of mine, or did I take some of yours or someone's maybe my mother or father, or who ever unconscious, yum, that is what is they are doing, Did I think or just swallow it, unconsciously, that "looked" good at the time.
I ? Not so amused or neutral to spots on clothes Me? Oh My.
The real question is, do I want to be controlled by them, now that I am aware of them. Can I be neutral and compassionate, eh whether it is spots or other boo boos, kind and not punishing. That sounds like a new behavior.
Now I am sure I will have another opportunity to have a spot or two land on my clothes and how am I going to respond.
Do you have this happen in your life?
I would like to hear, so we can share our laugh.ter
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