I deleted this entry, but I will put it up again.
I do intuitive drawing, it is a way to connect inwardly- this image came forth last night after I did a session of LENS. LENS is a technology to reawaked and connect parts of the brain.
So I went to try this out, with a woman who has had challenges with brain trauma also. She worked slow and gently. My body was a bit anxious, as it often is. She placed some things on wires to reduce anxiety and parasympathetic holding that is common. I began to relax more
She explained that she would be testing 21 areas of my brain. Maybe not all today. I checked that it was OK to do 14. She attached the wires and did 2 second vibrations.
Once deep deep deep, something sighed, and tears came. Another time a slight melting feeling. "That could be blood flow she said. This technician validated my awareness and the need to communicate what I was experiencing - she was not just doing something to me, we were working together.
When the 14 points were checked, she showed me a graph. I could see one column that was very high, while the others just bumped above the ground and most non-existant. "Well that part of your brain is working and we are going to wake up those others in the next sessions. And see that image of color blobs in black is some areas are working, but are far from other parts, disconnected.
I thought of something I tell myself sometimes to wrap my mind around this idea of brain injury, " Jill you are operating on 1 cylinder"
So now I am curious and excited about what it will be like to have more. I can have more. I feel the drawing is expressive of this
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This blog is one way I share my self expression. My system of well-being is based on what is showing up, right now. I am an appreciator, having infinite conversations