ROI - return on investment...I have been struggling with this blog interface ggggrrrrrhhhhh. It used to be a bit more fun I thought.... anyway today
Do you realize you are not living with an Athiest?
I gathered that.
Is it like living with Trump?
Well you never know what he is going to spout out, what he believes, it is always changing. that is scarey
Well things are changing all the time.
You have to believe in something!
I suppose I believe but also there is knowingness, to be receptive to discovering that. When I studied Steiner, it was about observing, not having filters of ideas about what was going on with my kids or any thing. Not from my ego, but a larger place that is aware of more.
A memory flashed up.. Once I was in Boulder, driving down a residential street,, a faster moving one, and I saw a child on a bike and I knew she was going to fall off, which she did just before I passed her. I froze-kept driving, In my mind I started shaming myself for not going back, but I also say in my rear view mirror another car had already stopped so I knew she was taken care of. I processed this with a mixture of all the implications of this knowingness, including memory of falling off my bike as a tike, times I had shut it off at some point(s) because I was afraid of the consequences, didn't use it "correctly" Is there a tad of judgement there?? ha ha ha
MOMENT BY MOMENT, HERE TO SHARE.
This blog is one way I share my self expression, My system of well-being is based on what is showing up in the body, right now .I am an appreciator, having infinite conversations with flowers, souls, trees...