During an intuitive conversation with someone who was facing a new opportunity filled with new growth, the conversation was clothed in past ways of seeing and experiencing how to deal with situations - we always are doing the best we can - yet we are evolving quite rapidly and can update - this is what I like to help people do -
I was seeing a new step of having support from other people with this new situation, yet her previous experiences were messaging her with " I can't trust people, I've been screwed before. So she was sleuthing out the most fully armed sort of professional to get the job done. Sort of a mirror to how she was holding her own energy of I am a victim and need major protection.
As I continued to help her let go the burdens she did not know consciously she was carrying, her true self emerged more and more. Now the clarity and beauty of her being gained in occupying more of her space.
Now I was seeing instead of her needing to look for a particular person who could help her, it was more about her new vibration - her beauty - and as she owned that vibration, the people around her who were right to assist her would show up, sort of like a magnet. Who wouldn't want to have a hello on that level of being, and get your mutual needs met.
Do you experience this at all in your life? Or does this illicit some thoughts to share? I love to hear from you, Jill
While I was doing my Tai Chi in the park today, it occurred to me that the brain is able to regenerate, to learn new things. I know this is common knowledge in the science world, yet I have a brain injury and are experiencing this from the inside out, yet also I caught a higher glimpse on a more objective level.
A little girl came shooting down the path strapped into her roller blades, winding along the paths. Then another girl came along.
I wonder if this is part of their school day, perhaps home schooled.
What are we choosing to learn with our brains? Do we realize we have a choice? How much of what is presented to be learned is actually using the full capacity of the creativity, awareness, abilities and information we have as Souls incarnating?
You could create a guage,, like a gas guage from 11 to 100, and just ask for the gauge to move to a number that represents how much of your capacity you are engaging. Coming from a compassionate space is helpful here.
Then create a grounding cord on that guage, that drains out what ever is between your number and 100.
Now give yourself permission to recognize the areas that your soul is really jazzed about. Perhaps keep a journal of these musings, or put a star in your day timer to remind you of when you have been in your soul flow. Maybe it is just a minute, now and then, yet what we pay attention to grows.
This is the dark of the new moon, a time to plant new seeds.
Did this post bring anything up for you?
I love to hear from you!
In joy Jill
Give yourself approval. Whatever you see of yourself, however you feel right now, give yourself approval for being that way and decide that you are happy the way you are, the way life is for you.
“Happiness Isn’t A Goal, It’s the Beginning” teleseminar by Michael J Tamura 4.14.10
As little children we had alot of light, pure loving spirit still so close to home. But then as we got older, our giving this light didn't always meet with the same light, in fact alot of people could not have it, or we got in trouble for expressing it, in all sorts of ways, and this built up many decisions to not share our light
I find now, when I share my light, that stuff - the pain and yuck - of invalidation I experience. I am actually being the effect of it. I am learning every day to sift out and let go what is not mine, and then the part that is mine, perhaps an old wound is re-inflammed and I can dust myself off, pick myself up and start all over again.
It helps me to look at the energy and ask how much of this is in present time, that is the dust, and also look at what messages I am giving my power to - such as - spirit is not real - there is nothing here, you are full of fantasy, make believe, stop that nonsense.
i can tell that is an old voice of invalidation , which is being sensed by my spiritual abilities of clairaudio (clear hearing) and clairvoyance (clear seeing).
As we value and validate - even the invalidation, becuase we aware of it, and that is a spiritual ability, and get neutral to it and compassionate, it gives that energy space to be and then it moves on - instead of resisting - which I usually do first - it is a process, we can give ourselves permission to participate in.
Do you have any experience with this?
I would love to hear.
I have been noticing a calling from my closet
"Please please, hello, hello Jill, we are sagging, can you do something here, we are perilouly close to loosing our hold of the wall that is keeping us up."
"oh yeah, gee I see. " One of the wall fasteners is torn free,
Weight, I have not been considering weight in my closet organization. Ah oh, I put my books up on the long top shelf, hum maybe clothes would be lighter up there. I commence to take down the books and invariably the question " Do I still need these? comes up.
The word "erudite" comes into my head. What does that mean? I write it in my new word book and look it up on the web - "having or showing knowledge that is learned by studying"
How often do we think of knowledge as gained from books - yet we are each a book of study, our life, is a study. The definition of study...
1. the activity or process of learning about something by reading, memorizing facts, attending school, etc.:
2.an area of learning taught in a school
3. something that a person studies or gives attention to
I like the idea of what we give our attention to, that gives a clue what is valuable As multidimensional souls, our attention can be in many points - of interest - some we are aware of, and some unconsciously - consuming - our awareness,
Something I have learned with my brain injury is to call back my attention, like a kind mother to her exuberant curious child, "hey come on back now" I wish I could make that cool whistle, you know the one.
I watch and discover I have been trying to solve a few problems that are not even in present time, things that are not even mine to solve, or in someone elses ideas, that is a common hang out of mine. I can choose to forgive myself here, and as I do this, I become more focused here and now.
This is part of the self inquiry, study, gaining knowledge - of knowing thyself.
Are you erudite in book knowledge or soul knowledge?
Tool for the day Call your energy back ( you can use your imagination, imagine a big bubble with a magnet in it, and program it to collect your energy and when it is full that it will pop above your head and you will reabsorb it as needed ) Do this as often as you can remember, make it a daily practice, and notice how you feel.
I have to get back to that closet. See you again, JIll
Wiith Mars - the planet of action, initiation moving into Sagittarius - of expansion, engagement, enthusiasm, these energies are helping us to engage and share our love more. Are you noticing this?
Hello, I am not doing so much blogging as I am needing more rest - I like this article, it may give you something http://jennifermathews.com/5686/how-to-know-when-youve-fulfilled-your-life-purpose/
I was at my family cottage - it was not a vacation - it was a time of alot of transition for several members of the family. I focused on staying in the eye of the hurricane, not going out into the drama(s). It was a practice, I gave myself alot of permission to slip and slide, fall down and get back up. A few times I wanted to leave, but as I continued to ride the waves more, undertow less I was able to keep moving and not get stuck.
I made time to get away to the beach. I watched the waves as they broke onto the beach. It seemed like the wind was coming from the north, the wave action indicating this. Yet upon closer observation there was another pattern happening, Waves of a smaller size were breaking coming from the south. A cris-cross pattern of currents only appreciated if I did not stay fixed on one way of seeing the breaking waves. It was a bit chaotic to hold both in my vision. Growth is chaotic, destroying the old and creating the new. Not to try to hold onto a fixed point of view or vision but to acknowledge the all of it, and breathe too. Letting it all be. This can feel chaotic. To give space to this, is a spiritual ability, we get more comfortable with the discomfort, with practice, and knowing this too shall pass.
Awkward yet effective endings and beginnings, to hang in through it, having a higher perspective of a kind parent guiding, encouraging.
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This blog is one way I share my self expression. My system of well-being is based on what is showing up, right now. I am an appreciator, having infinite conversations