Which is " all experience is neutral"... I am seeing some experiences I had after my hit on the head and was relearning to own my space. I thought I could not remember what that was, or where or how.
I decided to teach a little class "Making your totem hat". Two people came. I had a lot of fun in the class, but after - the party continued. I was trashed. I asked a friend to give me a healing, and I went to his house to have him do this. I sat on a chair and he proceeded to help me shift the energy, communicating along the way.. something about my aura being as big as a house... "oh I see, I grounded the house through me, every one in it too! Where should it be?"
"In and close to your physical body."
"That's a new idea to me! " We both laughed.
He helped me release all the people in my space and fill in with my own energy.
Another time I was receiving a biofeedback treatment from a fellow, very aware of energy. He kept saying how nice my energy felt, in different ways, on and on, the bonding hormone... he did have a wife... On an intellectual level I did not understand, then all of a sudden I got it, my energy bubble was way out. Instantly it shifted. He thanked me.
These are two colorful, funny examples of learning to master my energy, at a new level. To me it helps fellow travelers and myself that don't take waking up so serious, and have amusement, kindness, compassion, and forgiveness, neutrality in the playground with me.